refining

When I was at work today, during one of the slower time, I went through that silversmith e-mail Sarah sent a while back again. I was really touched, especially by the last line.

I thank God for the pain and hardship I am going through now. Even though I understand nothing and am blind and can't see, God knows what He is doing.

I have been wondering every single day what is the meaning of my existence. I have been in such a pain because I can't find a thing that I can do well. I have been crying because every time I come before God I have nothing to offer. I have been in distress because I see nothing in me but a broken life. I ask myself frequently that how is it possible that God can use someone like me--someone constantly being rejected by the world around...

refining